Release

I can't say anything else
I felt it was very run fast
but the breath is still tired ..
then I took a break ..
I close my eyes
feel the peace if my own later
don't like the fact that they
I ran, silent, and then re-ran just like it ..
without motivation,,
only the spirit is made from a kind of hypocrisy..
expect down the street there was a banner that said "FINISH"
I am expecting the first pass through the tape..
The main prize is expecting you ..
yeahh it's you..
I have a lot to go through to get here ..
even that wasn't worth it for you at all
an ant bit me sharply ..
until I realized from my rest
then ..
Now I started my current place
if my silence here I would have lost ..
would cry ..
but I see the sun still shines
birds are chirping merrily
Thatch is still dancing with the wind
without thinking will come cloudy, rainy, wet and cold
everything will continue as long as God created is still there ..
then,, how if I decide to keep it running ..
yes,, ran for last hope,,
ah shit, it just hopes ..
I better see the reality here,,
not there are still expectations that are too far away from the real ..

all this makes me confused ..
makes me hurt
If I can continue running my breath out, I will fatigue because I never found the water can i drink, fruit can I eat ..
I ran her own sweat licking..
only that if I ran,,
I ran it again and if I find a glass of water and an apple, I promise I'll keep running until I saw the finish line ..
confusing ..
now, you know where I am right now??
ahhh
never mind ..
I'm just being pessimistic at this time ..
let it remain like this
later when I've improved
I promise I'll go back in peace,,
through all the grass in the sun,, under heavy rain brings hope with a smile,,
now I no longer wish meet you at the finish line
I really hope
when I walk later ..
I met the rabbit ..
bunch of flowers that dance
drizzle in the afternoon,,
star moon at night..
and whatever is beautiful in this world that I have just passed ..
that I never acknowledge its existence..
O god ..
thanks for all the forms of love you gave to me..
I wouldn't stay in place, but I wouldn't be too hard to run
Let me take each of these steps..
I passed it gratefully..
that God gave me the greatest gift without expecting you never loved me like god loves me ..

You can not just sit there and wait to be loved

but you have to stand out there and make your love story

with someone who loves you

-me-

november rain ..

hollaa..
say wet on november..

it's so cold but a wonderfull season right..
we can dancing with rain.. we can singing with umbrella .. ella . ella e e e.. huuwwaaa..

ok.. boom..

as usual, I'll post some of the photos and my edits ..
somehow i love my own photo editing,, not use photoshop or other software, just use existing facilities in photobucket, maybe a little bit out of date :D ,, but i do it..

ok let's see ..

say hohahoo.. wkwkwk

hot tea to warm rain today , i love this cup ..

and then . enjoy the shoot .. 

i wear something what i love .. this part its so amaze

I used watches gift from my boyfriend ..

and the same  bracelet with him :D

and different with it ..

i like this necklaces..

and my lovely hat ..

uuhh.. finally i can sit ..

oh .. i remember.. every take my photo's..

oneil,, my pussy .. always follow me..

hemmp.. but his so cute.. you can see on top .. xoxo

ok say goodbye.. for a moment ..

i'll be back with other photo's 

you can wait ? ok..

see you #muacc#

     

from SABILA ANATA with The "B" Factor Giveaway

hhuurraayyy..

1 oktober nanti ada yang ulang tahun..
yupp.. dia adalah fashion blogger yang paling charming... *sure* Sabila Anata
manisnya itu.. waw
seneng banget ngikutin blog dia.. bener bener fashion blogger sejati.. secara kita bisa liat Sabila Anata dari masih kecil sampai umurnya yang sekarang..

hmmpp..
pertama kali tau blog nya Sabila Anata tuh dari blog seseorang gitu,
(masih belum tau tentang fashion blogger) *norak yah hahah

waktu itu aku searching tentang crooped tee - terdampar di blog orang yang pake produk kiddnaped ally,, sambil liat liat.. mataku tertuju pada blog yang dia follow yaitu Pastel Girl
dari namanya aja udah pengen banget buka.. pasti semuanya tentang warna warna pastel gitu.. i love it..
pas dibukaa..

ttaaa,,,ddaaaa,,

sosok manis pake floral headband gitu.. like angel *_*
and then makin liat kebawah , aku nemuin sesuatu..
seperti video anniversary nya gitu bareng cowoknya..
waaahhh.. kebetulan banget aku lagi cari ide bikin video buat si pacar.. *just see not copas*
video nya itu bagus banget.. romantis .. lucu juga ..

and then..
lama ga buka blog gitu..
ampe lupa .. di blog siapa ya video itu ..
aku cari satu satu .. jujur aja ampe sekarang belum nemu -_______-
bahkan aku berfikir apa aku salah yaaaaa..
apa sebenernya bukan di blog sabila anata..
tapi aku yakin banget deh soalnya sebelum liat video itu ..
posting diatasnya itu Sabila Anata.. hmmpp..

tapi kesini kesini makin tau kalau si imut manis ini adalah fashion blogger (telat banget gue)
so diliat lah satu persatu style nya itu.. khas banget..
foto editingnya juga keren keren.. :D
ampe udah ga kefikiran nyari video itu lagi ..
sehari ngantor aja ampe ga cukup buat liat semua isi blognya hehehhe

dan dari situ pula aku mulai ikuti setiap postingan dia..
and
today ..
i see something in her post !

the title is :

The "B" Factor Giveaway


dia mau berbagi kebahagiaanya ni.. dengan kasih 17 hadiah di hari ulang tahunya 1 oktober nanti..
tapii .. bukanya kita juga harus kasih kado..? *baik sekali dia*
oya.. hadiahnya juga bagus bagus lho..
tapi awalnya berharap dia mau kasih collar necklace gitu.. tapi ternyata tak ada.. hehe
dan mataku tertuju pada RETRO GLASSES.. hmmpp.. please give me it !! xoxo

so from fashion blogger she want to share happiness.. join and enjoy ..
check it out !






semoga aja semuanya ikut berbahagia ya Sabila Anata cantik .. and longlast with your tito :)

dont forget to give me something cute like you ..

cheers ^^,

FLORAL PRINTED

Second post ! yeaayy ..

i'm not fashion blogger.. but i'm really love too,,

so.. in holiday yesterday..

i'll take photo's wif my nephew..

i have something idea to wear my dress ..

FLORAL PRINTED .. !

i remember.. i get the dress when i still on university..

so check it out !

contrast

the printed its beauty if i use the ink..

just for fun .. :D

in editing.. i try.. if i change the real colour with blue electric and soft pink..

it's so cute right? *_*

but the real coloured it's nice too

finding my shape

yeayy .. its very old .. my face too !! xixi but it's something i like :*

i fell look like so oldest >.<

i love my grandpa radio's too .. happy vintage o.O

do you like tribal .. this basic.. !

 i hope to see the tribal on painting ..

hmmpp.. maybe like that ?! oh no its look like a piece of abstract line .. ^0^

 actualy i dont know about this.. haha

whatever aargghh i love it :p

so its time to vintage,tee's, and tribal .. it's verry fashionable on the year .. i think  *_*

but remember to be yourself.. if you comfort to wearing this.. keep your style.. !

my biograph

This is part of me

my name dita, 21 years old, I was born in Jakarta 10 January 1991.

I am the only child, I'm simple, I like satay, I love vintage, cat lovers .. My cat's name oneil (male).

I like to think of practical, critical, complicated , but I am realistic !

i love all that I have,
i love my little family, and especially for my boyfriend "hawhaw"

thanks and enjoy *wink*