Release

I can't say anything else
I felt it was very run fast
but the breath is still tired ..
then I took a break ..
I close my eyes
feel the peace if my own later
don't like the fact that they
I ran, silent, and then re-ran just like it ..
without motivation,,
only the spirit is made from a kind of hypocrisy..
expect down the street there was a banner that said "FINISH"
I am expecting the first pass through the tape..
The main prize is expecting you ..
yeahh it's you..
I have a lot to go through to get here ..
even that wasn't worth it for you at all
an ant bit me sharply ..
until I realized from my rest
then ..
Now I started my current place
if my silence here I would have lost ..
would cry ..
but I see the sun still shines
birds are chirping merrily
Thatch is still dancing with the wind
without thinking will come cloudy, rainy, wet and cold
everything will continue as long as God created is still there ..
then,, how if I decide to keep it running ..
yes,, ran for last hope,,
ah shit, it just hopes ..
I better see the reality here,,
not there are still expectations that are too far away from the real ..

all this makes me confused ..
makes me hurt
If I can continue running my breath out, I will fatigue because I never found the water can i drink, fruit can I eat ..
I ran her own sweat licking..
only that if I ran,,
I ran it again and if I find a glass of water and an apple, I promise I'll keep running until I saw the finish line ..
confusing ..
now, you know where I am right now??
ahhh
never mind ..
I'm just being pessimistic at this time ..
let it remain like this
later when I've improved
I promise I'll go back in peace,,
through all the grass in the sun,, under heavy rain brings hope with a smile,,
now I no longer wish meet you at the finish line
I really hope
when I walk later ..
I met the rabbit ..
bunch of flowers that dance
drizzle in the afternoon,,
star moon at night..
and whatever is beautiful in this world that I have just passed ..
that I never acknowledge its existence..
O god ..
thanks for all the forms of love you gave to me..
I wouldn't stay in place, but I wouldn't be too hard to run
Let me take each of these steps..
I passed it gratefully..
that God gave me the greatest gift without expecting you never loved me like god loves me ..

You can not just sit there and wait to be loved

but you have to stand out there and make your love story

with someone who loves you

-me-